Talumpati..OMG..

I wish I could memorize my talumpati because I will perform it on Friday, Oct. 1, 2010.. Today is Wednesday, Sept. 28, 2010.. I'm so nervous, maybe I can't memorize my talumpati.. And I am nervous because my talumpati is short than others, maybe it will not fit on the time expected to be.. =)).. I'm very very nervous.. I'm shy to wear dress.. hahah.. They will see my fats.. haahahaha.. I'm shy, very very shy.. Maybe I will cry because I didn't memorized it.. But later at night, I will just memorize my talumpati and in the weekend, i wil memorize my desiderata.. I WISH I COULD MEMORIZE IT ALL..